i was going to blog about disneyland and post pics, (i'll do that later) but i got side tracked by this. Right now i'm just hurt and sad. it's weird because up until these past few weeks i never realized how much a friend can hurt your feelings. it's like i actually feel this weight on my chest bearing me down. it's kind of a suffocating feeling that you know won't go away until you resolve the problem. i don't know, hopefully i'll resolve this soon. please pray that i can be a better friend.