i got it!

after careful thought and consideration i have discovered my new year's resolution. i actually came upon this decision friday and now i'm bringing it to u.

my resolution for this year, 2007, is....

to try.

yup, that's it...try.

okay, in the past i've tried and not truly been to happy with the outcomes, but this time it's different cuz it just is.

imma "try" to do all the things my mind tells me to do, "try" to exercise, "try" to be a good student, "try" to be an appreciative daughter, "try" to be a loving sister, "try" to be a caring friend, "try" to be a giving servant, and imma "try" to trust Him. there's much more to add to that list, but that's just the gist. and maybe, just maybe, if i try hard enough, i'll succeed. see the thing is, i never try, like really, truly try. ok, maybe sometimes i try, but i don't try as often as i can. it's either, i'm too sleepy or i'm too lazy or i'm too busy. well gosh darnit! i don't wanna be that way anymore. so i will try to the best of my ability to try harder. i'm asking u to hold me to this one cuz i gots to do it.

i heard that as long as i try, i will never fail. and that my friends is quite grand. not that failure is bad cuz as much as it hurts, lots can be learned from failure. not that i don't want to learn this year. oh man, where am i going with this? okay, i got it. imma "try" to learn. haha and to do i will have to "try" to listen and focus and read. well alright then.

so here's to 2007, the year i tried.

btw, i don't like new year's resolutions cuz i suck at keeping them, but this year, imma "try." ;)