so i fall again...
in all respects of life.
gotta fight the urge to recoil. why? because He made me better than that!
the summer's off to a rough start. wish me luck as i fight for a better outcome.
i won't be seeing my best friend for another month and a half. dang you florida and your orange juice and humidity!
and i'm sorry to say this, but i am disappointed in you.
i look at last quarter as the quarter i didn't go to school. basically i went to a few classes each day, took a few tests every so often, and well the rest is a blur of madness.
it's time to set up camp, scan the battlefield and make the appropriate attack. of course, i then have to actually attack.
the last thing i need to do is sleep. i'm pretty sure i've caught up on sleep. sleeping is a bad sign for me. wake me up! because the more i sleep, the more i avoid, and the more i avoid....well just read khrystyn's blog about avoiding things. no more sleep! sleep = bellamay = terrible! haha, unnecessary extremes.
but i think i'm going to sleep now. why can't i just post those dang pictures?! and while your at it wash your car! stupid egg!!
haha, sorry for the exclamation points. on a brighter note i hung out w/ a high school friend today. ate thai food, bought sandals, and watched ocean's thirteen with her. good times. as for the movie, not so great, twas alright.
also i randomly heard from my former 8th grade english teacher via myspace. it's weird, but my friends and i always felt a little bit closer to her. she's only 29, the same age as my brother. btw, i'm really glad i got to see him and Christine.
i also ran into an old friend at target. mayn, target, what a store! she seemed alright, but stressed. i'm glad i got to talk to her.
pechanga, 1 yr short of gambling there too. drove there w/ my parents yesterday. it's been a long time since it was just me spending time w/ them. but i have to say, it was time well spent. especially watching my dad try to dance to michael buble while driving.
bed at home = longer sleep = neck and back pains. longing for my bed in irvine because i like the mattress and pillows better. sad, i know.
but yes, like i said, i must fight for a better outcome. sometimes i think summer brings about the worst in me. let's change that! it's getting late and i don't want to sleep late anymore. more thoughts to say, but i'll spare you just as i wish they would spare me. seriously tho, pictures asap! good night! pray for me as i try to pick up the pieces i keep intentionally dropping. :)
gotta fight the urge to recoil. why? because He made me better than that!
the summer's off to a rough start. wish me luck as i fight for a better outcome.
i won't be seeing my best friend for another month and a half. dang you florida and your orange juice and humidity!
and i'm sorry to say this, but i am disappointed in you.
i look at last quarter as the quarter i didn't go to school. basically i went to a few classes each day, took a few tests every so often, and well the rest is a blur of madness.
it's time to set up camp, scan the battlefield and make the appropriate attack. of course, i then have to actually attack.
the last thing i need to do is sleep. i'm pretty sure i've caught up on sleep. sleeping is a bad sign for me. wake me up! because the more i sleep, the more i avoid, and the more i avoid....well just read khrystyn's blog about avoiding things. no more sleep! sleep = bellamay = terrible! haha, unnecessary extremes.
but i think i'm going to sleep now. why can't i just post those dang pictures?! and while your at it wash your car! stupid egg!!
haha, sorry for the exclamation points. on a brighter note i hung out w/ a high school friend today. ate thai food, bought sandals, and watched ocean's thirteen with her. good times. as for the movie, not so great, twas alright.
also i randomly heard from my former 8th grade english teacher via myspace. it's weird, but my friends and i always felt a little bit closer to her. she's only 29, the same age as my brother. btw, i'm really glad i got to see him and Christine.
i also ran into an old friend at target. mayn, target, what a store! she seemed alright, but stressed. i'm glad i got to talk to her.
pechanga, 1 yr short of gambling there too. drove there w/ my parents yesterday. it's been a long time since it was just me spending time w/ them. but i have to say, it was time well spent. especially watching my dad try to dance to michael buble while driving.
bed at home = longer sleep = neck and back pains. longing for my bed in irvine because i like the mattress and pillows better. sad, i know.
but yes, like i said, i must fight for a better outcome. sometimes i think summer brings about the worst in me. let's change that! it's getting late and i don't want to sleep late anymore. more thoughts to say, but i'll spare you just as i wish they would spare me. seriously tho, pictures asap! good night! pray for me as i try to pick up the pieces i keep intentionally dropping. :)

7 Comments:
i'll pick up the pieces for you ALWAYS! praying for my brain :)
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Hope all is well at the homestead. Hooray for summertime! Did you get the Facebook message? Let's do it!
See you around during Session I.
:)
Bellamay you GOT this..praying for you.
You can handle this. No worries. Praying for you always bmay!
i'll catch you when you fall bellamay! and hey, i'm praying for you too. can't wait to see you in a few days (:
You got 5 comments? wow. actually 6 now. that takes skills. skills that i myself don't possess...unless maybe if I posted that right now. hahaha
just wanted to say what I thought when I first read this. your math doesn't add up. Bellamaybe can't equal terrible. perchance you meant "sleep + bellamay = terrible!" however even this I would beg to differ with. Here's a better math equation: bellamaybe / sleep^3 = terrible! hahahha.
oh and i'm here to catch you when you fall. Worst case scenario we'd tie. I think I'd be okay with that.
yeah i feel you on that Target phenomenon. Someone tell me why we always see people we know @ Target?
From now on I will make sure I wear a new t-shirt next time we go.
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