6.20.2007

so i fall again...

in all respects of life.

gotta fight the urge to recoil. why? because He made me better than that!


the summer's off to a rough start. wish me luck as i fight for a better outcome.

i won't be seeing my best friend for another month and a half. dang you florida and your orange juice and humidity!

and i'm sorry to say this, but i am disappointed in you.

i look at last quarter as the quarter i didn't go to school. basically i went to a few classes each day, took a few tests every so often, and well the rest is a blur of madness.

it's time to set up camp, scan the battlefield and make the appropriate attack. of course, i then have to actually attack.

the last thing i need to do is sleep. i'm pretty sure i've caught up on sleep. sleeping is a bad sign for me. wake me up! because the more i sleep, the more i avoid, and the more i avoid....well just read khrystyn's blog about avoiding things. no more sleep! sleep = bellamay = terrible! haha, unnecessary extremes.

but i think i'm going to sleep now. why can't i just post those dang pictures?! and while your at it wash your car! stupid egg!!

haha, sorry for the exclamation points. on a brighter note i hung out w/ a high school friend today. ate thai food, bought sandals, and watched ocean's thirteen with her. good times. as for the movie, not so great, twas alright.

also i randomly heard from my former 8th grade english teacher via myspace. it's weird, but my friends and i always felt a little bit closer to her. she's only 29, the same age as my brother. btw, i'm really glad i got to see him and Christine.

i also ran into an old friend at target. mayn, target, what a store! she seemed alright, but stressed. i'm glad i got to talk to her.

pechanga, 1 yr short of gambling there too. drove there w/ my parents yesterday. it's been a long time since it was just me spending time w/ them. but i have to say, it was time well spent. especially watching my dad try to dance to michael buble while driving.

bed at home = longer sleep = neck and back pains. longing for my bed in irvine because i like the mattress and pillows better. sad, i know.

but yes, like i said, i must fight for a better outcome. sometimes i think summer brings about the worst in me. let's change that! it's getting late and i don't want to sleep late anymore. more thoughts to say, but i'll spare you just as i wish they would spare me. seriously tho, pictures asap! good night! pray for me as i try to pick up the pieces i keep intentionally dropping. :)

7 Comments:

Blogger anna liza said...

i'll pick up the pieces for you ALWAYS! praying for my brain :)
-heart

10:28 AM  
Blogger Derrick Dumo said...

Hope all is well at the homestead. Hooray for summertime! Did you get the Facebook message? Let's do it!

See you around during Session I.

11:12 PM  
Blogger Kimberly said...

:)
Bellamay you GOT this..praying for you.

1:34 AM  
Blogger Will said...

You can handle this. No worries. Praying for you always bmay!

12:03 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

i'll catch you when you fall bellamay! and hey, i'm praying for you too. can't wait to see you in a few days (:

12:45 AM  
Blogger Nixon said...

You got 5 comments? wow. actually 6 now. that takes skills. skills that i myself don't possess...unless maybe if I posted that right now. hahaha

just wanted to say what I thought when I first read this. your math doesn't add up. Bellamaybe can't equal terrible. perchance you meant "sleep + bellamay = terrible!" however even this I would beg to differ with. Here's a better math equation: bellamaybe / sleep^3 = terrible! hahahha.

oh and i'm here to catch you when you fall. Worst case scenario we'd tie. I think I'd be okay with that.

9:32 PM  
Blogger kayleneshero said...

yeah i feel you on that Target phenomenon. Someone tell me why we always see people we know @ Target?

From now on I will make sure I wear a new t-shirt next time we go.

8:35 PM  

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