trying to move forward

i realized that i need to stop searching for excuses.

today while planning racketball with frances, i knocked my glasses off. luckily they didn't break. and for some reason my ankles are getting weaker.

i'm having an rather complicated internal conflict right now. it feels like a one way or the other kinda conflict. i'm not sure how to take it or which direction to go in or even to accept and follow. i think i just have to wait and see what happens next then perhaps a better decision can be made.

talked to an old friend today. strange how aim can bring that about.

i guess it's time to sleep. btw, i haven't extended my gratitude for what you've given me and what you've helped me with lately. so thanks! i appreciate it. :)

good night.