currently listening to my dad sing karaoke and doing my math homework. i enjoy being home very much...so much i made a random drive home tuesday night after the liwanag meeting. i'm still not completely sure why i drove home that night. i mean one obvious reason is because i miss home and my parents, but i think there's more to it. i've been trying to figure out the rest of the reasoning, but not much has been discovered. i'm probably overthinking it again. maybe i've just been questioning too many things and losing sight of the bigger picture. i'm starting to think things don't make any sense and i don't know why i'm doing the things i'm doing. i suppose these thoughts never leave your mind completely. now would u look at that, i've thought way to much in this one little paragraph, so i'll stop now.

this week was very interesting and quite confusing. it started like any other week...me being behind in all my classes. then it became rather frustrating and full of anger. but it eased up with an awesome night with kyrie at cdm. it was so beautiful. and finally the weekdays came to a close with my first praisefest. it was good and there's something quite interesting about juggling cashiers and Jesus Christ.

can i ask of u one thing:
if u see me in what appears to be a thinking moment, please stop me. i think too much and it's starting to drive me insane. prayers please for a wandering mind.