2.21.2007

so close

i had the intention of blogging last night, but sleep seemed good...as it always does.

i heard my voice yesterday. it was quite unfamiliar, like a stranger approaching me from behind. i got excited thinking it would stay. i figured at the very least i'd need that voice of mine during this lenten season. sadly that stranger faded into the background far far away where no one can reach it, not even me.

"there's really no way to reach me.
'cuz i'm already gone."
-the Fray

i tell myself it's okay.
at this point, it appears as though my silence will have to be greater than anything i face, for it will be my strength during these next few weeks. perhaps during this season my voice will come back to visit me and maybe it won't just be making a guest appearance, maybe it will be a permanent addition to my life.

ash wednesday. see you at mass. :)


2 Comments:

Blogger janice said...

Don't lose hope. It's an important virtue that leads to happiness.

Trust not on your own strength and capacity but on His alone.

Prayers.

P.S. You're cool. :)

1:36 PM  
Blogger anna liza said...

thanks for dinner & the talks. praying for you always.

next time, don't let the blogging moment pass you by. haha.

9:37 PM  

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