and now i know

***i wrote this blog on april 29, but i accidentally posted it on the dream blog instead of here and luckily sarah notified me. so thanks sarah! :) but anyways, these were the thoughts of sunday night. most of which hasn't changed in the past 2 days except i'm not studying today cuz i took that midterm this morning. ugh. :] okay, that is all. please carry on with the rest of the blog. thanks for reading.


i said i was going to study and i will in just a moment. i wanted to jot down some thoughts. well they aren't so much thoughts. i haven't been overthinking too much lately, thank goodness, but i have been thinking a bit and i've noticed something different. i'm not so led by my brain anymore. my heart seems to be speaking up slightly more, which is quite a relief. i thought it might have been turned into stone...haha, or so i've been told. (i'm not referring to my "heart." i'm referring to my real heart. sorry anna. :]) i guess it really is good timing. i'm on the verge of beginning a new decade of my life and what better time to gain a better grasp on who i am and where i stand. especially in regards to how i feel. thank you.

however, my brain is still intact hence the reason why i must be studying now. good luck to everyone this week and the next couple weeks. God's blessings...baahhh!!! (sp?)

ps. Saturday brought on some tough, but good thinking, great feelings, and one decision. either way, awesome job everyone! thank you for reflecting His goodness and offering so much. :)

peace.