brains are not enough
sitting in elh booth again. thought i'd blog before i start studying for my econ midterm. i'm not too concerned about it and i don't know if that's a bad thing or a good thing. i could be not concerned because i know the stuff...which i'm pretty sure i don't know it all too well. some days i understand econ and other days none of it makes sense. damn you supply and demand and elasticities! hopefully tomorrow i'll get it. i also could be not concerned because i'm lazy and want to go swimming or kayaking or mtn climbing or do some random extreme sport that i'm not able to do any day i want. anyone wanna rent seadoos? or maybe we could go water skiing. okay, maybe i'm outta control with those thoughts, but it sounds fun...slightly painful, but worth it.
anywho, since i already told you about the biggest news of the year (dumo's secret family), i feel as though i don't have much else to say.
so i read the reading for yesterday in my "daily bread" booklet. the title of that day was, "brains are not enough." and then i thought, "shoot, i'm screwed!" so rational thinking isn't all it's cracked up to be. taking econ doesn't help prevent rational thinking. in fact it's fueling it. but yes, my brain isn't enough. not that i didn't know that already, but sometimes reminders suck. anyways, i don't know what i'm gonna do with my brain, but all i know is it's not enough. i need more. which brings me to this...
last night before i fell asleep, i was lying on my bed and i couldn't sleep. frances started snoring. the reason i felt like i couldn't sleep was because it felt like something was missing. i felt incomplete and slightly empty. i was thinking that i forgot to do something, like print lecture notes or email a friend, but that wasn't it. it wasn't something i did or didn't do. it felt like something deeper and more important. still, this morning i don't know what it is. maybe it is in reference to the fact that my brain isn't enough and i need something more. my arms want to grasp onto something constant, but for some reason there's a void. it kinda feels like something left me...which i hope is only temporary. well, i don't know what it is, but i'll let you know when it comes back or when i find it. hmm...this just makes me wonder more. perhaps you can find it and bring it back to me.
it's like the missing piece skit. now i know how lennar feels. or more like lennar's character.
in other news...congrats to my best friend who got into the nursing program at csusb!!! :) i'm really proud of her! plus, she's coming back this week from florida. woohoo!!
apparently i write really long blogs in elh...haha.
there was something else i wanted to say, but i forgot it while i was writing about all that missing stuff. oh well, i really want to remember, but i can't.
hmm...well until i remember i'll end on this note: wanna know why angie and kay were late in meeting us after frances' graduation awhile ago? it's because angie was using the bathroom for a long time. i just thought i'd let you know. bye!
anywho, since i already told you about the biggest news of the year (dumo's secret family), i feel as though i don't have much else to say.
so i read the reading for yesterday in my "daily bread" booklet. the title of that day was, "brains are not enough." and then i thought, "shoot, i'm screwed!" so rational thinking isn't all it's cracked up to be. taking econ doesn't help prevent rational thinking. in fact it's fueling it. but yes, my brain isn't enough. not that i didn't know that already, but sometimes reminders suck. anyways, i don't know what i'm gonna do with my brain, but all i know is it's not enough. i need more. which brings me to this...
last night before i fell asleep, i was lying on my bed and i couldn't sleep. frances started snoring. the reason i felt like i couldn't sleep was because it felt like something was missing. i felt incomplete and slightly empty. i was thinking that i forgot to do something, like print lecture notes or email a friend, but that wasn't it. it wasn't something i did or didn't do. it felt like something deeper and more important. still, this morning i don't know what it is. maybe it is in reference to the fact that my brain isn't enough and i need something more. my arms want to grasp onto something constant, but for some reason there's a void. it kinda feels like something left me...which i hope is only temporary. well, i don't know what it is, but i'll let you know when it comes back or when i find it. hmm...this just makes me wonder more. perhaps you can find it and bring it back to me.
it's like the missing piece skit. now i know how lennar feels. or more like lennar's character.
in other news...congrats to my best friend who got into the nursing program at csusb!!! :) i'm really proud of her! plus, she's coming back this week from florida. woohoo!!
apparently i write really long blogs in elh...haha.
there was something else i wanted to say, but i forgot it while i was writing about all that missing stuff. oh well, i really want to remember, but i can't.
hmm...well until i remember i'll end on this note: wanna know why angie and kay were late in meeting us after frances' graduation awhile ago? it's because angie was using the bathroom for a long time. i just thought i'd let you know. bye!
posted by bellamay at 10:25 AM
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maybe it's the thing you let go of in your other hand...or maybe it's that clothes pin that's now sitting on the piano...
my brain sort of felt tingly like my heart sometimes does and I was thinking maybe this brain's got more to it that I think.
that's all.
kayaking - sunset beach. we'll go when you're done with finals. we can be on the same team and race other people.
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