i keep forgetting things! every morning when i leave for school/work, i leave something. argh! it's starting to annoy me. at this point my dad's advice would be to slow down and get organized. and i hate to say it, but he's right. i feel like i'm always rushing in irvine. hence why i drive the way i drive when no one's in the car but Jesus and me. of course i shouldn't drive that way not just because Jesus is in the car, but because other people are in cars around me and i'm also in the car. seriously i suck at being on time these days. i remember back in the day give or take 5 years ago, i was on time to everything. what happened to that?!

pace yourself. it's like eating at a buffet. you need to pace yourself otherwise you can't eat to your fullest capacity. for example: resting between plates, eating slowly, walking around the buffet, and drinking less helps too. so basically, i need to pace myself in life so i can give to my fullest capacity. cuz right now i'm not. i'm not timing life properly and that kills me. and every time my timing is off i remind myself that timing is everything.

i never know if i can take it. i mean can i really handle it? i always try to prep myself...most of the time it works, but on occasion the preparation doesn't change a thing. it's like being thrown in with the sharks....or the jets...depends on who's side you're on. ok, i can take it. really i can! why? because i just can and honestly there's nothing i can do about it.

ok, well i'm done and i think i'm gonna be late. timing an all. i hate that i like schedules, yet somehow i'm extremely versatile.