an hour before my first final this week. i'm anxious and nervous. somewhat unusual for me. usually i'm just antsy and eager to take the test so i can get it over with, now i'm just uncertain. doubting the knowledge i think i have. i've never before had such a hard time memorizing information nor have i ever had such a hard time anticipating and manipulating equations. i hope i retained the information. i hope the questions make sense. i hope my eyes don't get lazy and i read every word. i hope i synthesize everything i know. i hope i'm ready to at the very least hit the means. 2 today back to back...2 friday back to back. weirdest final schedule i think i'll ever have. okay, i'm gonna rest my eyes and mind for a moment before i leave. prayers please. =)