speech class

speech class...ugh. i'm not feeling it. not because i have to do some public speaking...i really don't mind that part at all...i think it's just the atmosphere. the professor's alright...a little too "in your face", but i guess that's important for a speech class. all i can say is that i can't wait until may 20th when this class is over. also i found out that public speaking speech classes don't count at usc. :( i have to take a different type of speech class...i think interpersonal communication. so maybe when i finally apply to pharmacy schools, i won't be applying to usc unless i take another 5-8 weeks of interpersonal communication. to be honest, usc isn't my first choice although it's a great school and the alumni support would be great after i finish. we'll see. at this point, i'd be happy if any pharmacy school accepted me...preferably in California. i actually have no intention of applying out of state. i think a piece of me would die if i had to go out of state and then i'd be that much closer to winning the game. :)

anyways, on a brighter note, disneyland today!! woohoo!! i think i'm gonna be renewing it. i'm a little confused on the situation considering it's a block out date, but somehow i'll figure it out. although this isn't a necessity, i like to believe this is an enjoyable and fairly healthy "wanting" investment. either way, i'm going to disneyland tomorrow and that makes me smile. it also takes my mind off other things...gah...other things. and i'm not just talking about school or my future...grrr!

i'm not usually vocal about things like this, but this is different. maybe it's because i've never been in a situation like this before. okay, hopefully it'll just fade away...no big deal, right?

and to think we drove all the way over there just for...geez...whatever.

sorry. maybe i should just sleep now. but i gotta end on a happier note. disneyland, old friends, and Easter. that's more than enough happiness to end with. :D

good day!