i've been arguing so much with myself in the last hour that i can barely jot down my thoughts. distracted and frustrated to no end. it wasn't until the closing arguments that i realized your values, your thoughts, your opinions (which i respect) are not mine. and it's not that i'm right and you're wrong or vice versa, it's just that i know that "this" is what I believe in. and i will do whatever i can do to support what i believe. because in the end, i don't care about being associated with anything else but You.

p.s. sometimes i hate being a bio major, not because of the work load or the competition, but because of my need for an immediate answer. and it's up to me to change my way of thinking, my way of feeling, my way of acting for the bigger picture.