3 1/2

in regards to the picture on kim's blog...woah. so i walked up the stairs sunday night and there it was. the couch that everyone has fallen asleep on, the coffee table that's too high, and the carpet that keeps your butt warm when sitting on the floor. it was like i stepped into a time portal or a space time continuum vortex. actually it was like i stepped back 2 years into my past.

but anyways, enough of the days before today. life is now, not yesterday.

so basically i did a little wandering this afternoon...around ring road cuz of the graduate school fair thingy. passed by 3 1/2 pharmacy schools, uop, usc, ucsf and loma linda. i consider loma linda 1/2 because i'm actually not going to apply there, i just stopped there cuz i saw the word pharmacy. and all in all...i freaked out while becoming more informed. i freaked out because i realized how irritated i was at 2nd year bellamay. like times a million. if i could hit her, i would. maybe slap some sense into her cuz she's causing me more worries and work. but anyways, everytime i got a booklet or piece of paper, i thought, "mayn, this is a lot a paper. i better recycle it." i guess the "go green" is really kicking in. and currently all those papers are in my backpack, safe and sound from the dangers of this world.

on another note, i can't think. i'm trying to understand my lab from last week cuz i have to write a lab report. frankly, none of it is making sense and i feel a little weak. i hope i'm not getting sick. you see my mom was sick last week and she was kinda getting over it on the weekend. and on sunday she took a sip of my ice tea. but yea, i don't think i'm sick, just dehydrated...which tends to happen when i sleep. i always wake up very thirsty and slightly dizzy. anyways, this lab report...i really should get it started or i should at least organized my study notes for my midterm on thursday. for some reason i'm very relaxed about all this. not because i've got it all down, but because i'm feeling a little weak. well, maybe i'll give it another shot and then go to sleep in hopes that i make tomorrow a more fulfilling day.

good night.

p.s. i could really go for some wingstop right now. yum...lemon pepper!

p.p.s. i'm starting to really like thai food...damnit, i'm hungry again!