third times a charm

yes, this is the 3rd entry i'm attempting to write. wrote stuff earlier...twice, about a bunch of crap which of course means that they didn't quite make the cut. anyways...this is just a filler blog because i've been wanting to write in here for some time now. i promise i'll write something more tomorrow or maybe friday...umm...possibly saturday...ok, ok, probably next week. but hey, when i do blog again, i'll throw in a picture or 2 just for fun. so yea, back to what i was getting at, which isn't anything imparticular.

fact of the matter is, i miss my mom. i don't do well when it comes to distance. if i had a long distance relationship, i'm pretty sure it would fail or i would fail at having one. you see, i love coming home, not just because of the food or because i can get some decent sleep here, but because i love seeing my parents and on occasion, frances. =P so when i came home on tuesday, i could immediately feel something was missing. well obviously, my brain knows exactly what it is and has fully accepted this knowledge, but the feeling hasn't past. i know, i know...it's not the end of the world and she will be back in about a week and a half, but really there is absolutely no harm in me saying that i miss my mom. side note: the house can be very quiet without her, which at times is peaceful, but right now i don't need the silence mainly because i don't need to study.

anyways, all in all, just want to say thanks for the chat. i talked, you listened...it was great. basically it was exactly what i needed. although i didn't cover all the bases, it didn't matter because i'm pretty sure you got the gist of it. i wish i could find myself doing this more often becuase it helped a lot...good release. but yea, thanks! :)

one last thing (based on a separate matter). i hope that that was a good sign, i really hope so.

and now for my deep sigh...

*sigh*

good night!