the follow up

okay, i'm sorry. i'm sorry about the previous entry because yes, it was irrational. i considered removing it, but that would mean i'm taking away the fact that i tried to acknowledge my feelings. i don't want to just try to remove it believing that i didn't feel that way. anyways, it's best that at the very least i talk things through.

back to the better side of things. sleep. it's time to sleep cuz i like sleep. :) sleep for the most part is good to me.

P.S. i found out today that dumo's family (aka his wife and kids) no longer live up north. they moved back to the motherland and dumo didn't tell me why. all he said is that he's been sending money back home. but i did sense some nervousness. i think he's hiding something. something more than just wife and kids. anyways, i thought i'd share that before, well...before i won $10.00.

good night!