i don't get it. maybe there's something wrong with me...i don't know. i think the reason why i try to figure out people so much, you know the whole, why are you the way that you are stuff, is because people are so freaking confusing. i'm included in the mix of confusion. but still, i'd like to believe i'm getting better. now if we could all just work together on this and stop being so one way this day and another way that day, it would be great. i get it, people have their moments, but the fact of the matter is, we're not children anymore. so when there's a problem, grow up and handle it like an adult. think your actions through, learn to reason out your emotions from time to time, it can really help out the people who care about you. sure we all have our bursts of emotions and what not, but when that's all said and done, pick yourself up and take responsibility for your irrational and uncalled-for behavior. because whether you believe it or not, you still matter to me.

i just needed to write that out. now back to studying.

p.s. it's just been delivered and it looks super cool. so i hope you like it! :)