just thought i'd blog for memories sake.

finals week has arrived. my "last" finals week at UCI. currently i'm not thinking about how cool yet crazy that is, but yesterday i had a minor anxiety attack. i just started to think about everything i have to do after i walk across that stage at the bren. pretty overwhelming, but somewhere along the lines of trying to figure all that stuff out, i found confidence and reassurance that everything is going to be okay.

anyways, here's a random...
when i sleep at home i sometimes hold on to a tiny stuff animal that i've had for 17 years (he's a polar bear if you wanted to know). sometime in the middle of the night i usually let go of him. well last night, i held on to him before i fell asleep. when i woke up this morning, i was still holding him. i thought that was weird so i cataloged it in my brain. i came to the conclusion that this moment shows how some part of me is still holding onto my childhood.

so that's all i pretty much got. and to anyone who reads this that is coming to shawshank this friday night, please...please make sure i don't blog. thanks in advance!

good luck everyone! :D