6.22.2009

i have to constantly remind myself that i am capable. my choice in believing and acknowledging that i am capable will hopefully lead me out of this hole. an indentation of life if you will, in which i feel very trapped. a blockade conceived from my own failures. but to regard them as failures only draws me back to square one. a four sided device that i desperately want to step out of.

desperation. it sounds so empty. but i'm anything but empty.

out of the blue, i said to myself this afternoon, "i can do this." and that was it. i can do this. and so i will.

3 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

hi bellamay!
you are poet duude! maayn, and i thought rockstar was crazy enough! ahaha jk jk.
but yo, prayers for you duude. you can definitely do it (whatever it is)... and on top of that.. you are meant to do great and beautiful things. soo.. i'm rootin' for ya! and like you told me during my finals week.. i believe in you! 'tis true. DOOOOO IIIIT!
k, take care! and i miss you already duuude!
one day.. we should just sit and soak up some sun.. good times. ahahaha.

11:23 AM  
Blogger !xobile said...

eye bully venue. yukon duet. u R mighty! =]

12:04 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

you CAN do this! :)

4:12 PM  

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