update
I'm not quite sure if I remember how to write in here. It's been about 2 months since my last entry and this concept of documenting ideas, thoughts, and memories online is a bit fuzzy to me. So bear with me as I attempt to update you on my life as honestly as I possibly can, not that what I'm about to write is anything extraordinary or even important, but I've been informed by my therapist that keeping up with personal writing is good for my mental health. :)
Shoot! I know I said I'd write this entry as honestly as I possibly could, but I already lied. I don't have a therapist, unless you consider the voices in my head legitimate therapists. Which I do, so I guess I didn't lie after all.
Alright, so here's my mini update on what's been going on as of late. 2010 ended in a rather graceful manner if I may say so. The month of December was quite different from my previous years of living. In fact it was so different I feel as though I didn't really allocate enough time to contemplate on the season of advent. Perhaps that's why it was different. Nevertheless, I was very thankful for a critical opportunity in my life. An opportunity that I rarely dreamt about, but often thought about...and practiced for while showering. Of course the opportunity I am speaking of was an interview to a Doctor of Pharmacy program. So last December I had my first pharmacy school interview in a state I never once considered to be a place to call home in all my life. And to my surprise I really like this school. I believe that if I attend this school my life could possibly be directed to a path I truly never expected to follow. But I do believe in flowing with the tide...or going with the flow...or riding the wave of life. Of course that sounds somewhat surfer like, but in the last 5-6 years or so nothing in my life seems to be "flowing" as I used to dream it would. And frankly I don't mind as much now a days, but sometimes I think that's what I get for taking my sweet ol' time. As of now, I am uncertain of whether or not I will actually attend this school and indulging in the idea is scaring, but rather exciting. Currently I have 3 more interviews scheduled, one of which I am canceling simply because I don't want to fly to Colorado. Which reminds, I need to cancel that. So I suppose that's what 2011 brings me...more interviews and hopefully solidified direction.
Prior to writing this entry I was attempting to prepare for my second interview which is this Friday. By the way, if you have a moment to spare, please pray for me in regards to this interview. I've been having a hard time preparing and concentrating. I think my Holiday Break has caused my brain to lazy up. Anyways, I'm not quite nervous yet, but I know the moment I shake hands with my interviewers that oh so familiar nervous feeling will shake its way right into my body.
Aside from those thoughts of which I wish to share, I'm doing pretty good and am very thankful for that. So anyways, wish me luck! I do hope and pray you're all doing well or are on your way to doing well. Good night and perhaps my next entry won't be another 63 days away.
Oh ya, I almost forgot to say... Happy New Year! :D
Shoot! I know I said I'd write this entry as honestly as I possibly could, but I already lied. I don't have a therapist, unless you consider the voices in my head legitimate therapists. Which I do, so I guess I didn't lie after all.
Alright, so here's my mini update on what's been going on as of late. 2010 ended in a rather graceful manner if I may say so. The month of December was quite different from my previous years of living. In fact it was so different I feel as though I didn't really allocate enough time to contemplate on the season of advent. Perhaps that's why it was different. Nevertheless, I was very thankful for a critical opportunity in my life. An opportunity that I rarely dreamt about, but often thought about...and practiced for while showering. Of course the opportunity I am speaking of was an interview to a Doctor of Pharmacy program. So last December I had my first pharmacy school interview in a state I never once considered to be a place to call home in all my life. And to my surprise I really like this school. I believe that if I attend this school my life could possibly be directed to a path I truly never expected to follow. But I do believe in flowing with the tide...or going with the flow...or riding the wave of life. Of course that sounds somewhat surfer like, but in the last 5-6 years or so nothing in my life seems to be "flowing" as I used to dream it would. And frankly I don't mind as much now a days, but sometimes I think that's what I get for taking my sweet ol' time. As of now, I am uncertain of whether or not I will actually attend this school and indulging in the idea is scaring, but rather exciting. Currently I have 3 more interviews scheduled, one of which I am canceling simply because I don't want to fly to Colorado. Which reminds, I need to cancel that. So I suppose that's what 2011 brings me...more interviews and hopefully solidified direction.
Prior to writing this entry I was attempting to prepare for my second interview which is this Friday. By the way, if you have a moment to spare, please pray for me in regards to this interview. I've been having a hard time preparing and concentrating. I think my Holiday Break has caused my brain to lazy up. Anyways, I'm not quite nervous yet, but I know the moment I shake hands with my interviewers that oh so familiar nervous feeling will shake its way right into my body.
Aside from those thoughts of which I wish to share, I'm doing pretty good and am very thankful for that. So anyways, wish me luck! I do hope and pray you're all doing well or are on your way to doing well. Good night and perhaps my next entry won't be another 63 days away.
Oh ya, I almost forgot to say... Happy New Year! :D
posted by bellamay at 8:58 PM
2 Comments:
weee!
:D I'm excited for you BELLAAAAAAA
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